jody2

I reacted by becoming an incoherent blob for nearly a year. I let my apartment lease lapse and became homeless - I lived in my car, on other's couches, in my office at work. My first bath of 1994 was on the 22nd of January.

Letting go of the basic familiarity of life is somewhat exhilarating, although I am sure what I hoped at the time was that it would help me to be like dust in corners - forgotten, unimportant. That is how I felt at the time.